dia sooo bukan type aku. Tp aku sayang dia. Aku sayang sangat2.I finally found someone and dia, effortlessly kept me up late at night, buat aku rasa happy.
Every night aku akan tug in dia. Stayed there all night, keeping company. Keep dia warm. Sebab dia selalu sakit, so aku pun selalu risau. Aku cuba every single time with every single effort to make dia happy. Sometimes, it worked sometimes it didn't. Still, we were happy. I was happy.
Aku sayang dia. Dia cakap " I want you". Repeatedly, dia cakap "please don't let me fall". Dia cakap yang dia would be very glad if I stay because dia tngah busy "shaping the heart to love me". So I did. I stayed. I stayed as I promised.
Fallen, unnoticed.
Then, distance came. Said would miss all the well wishes, I waited. Coldness started to sneak in. Silence filled in the gap. Dia busy. Chasing after the dream will the best will. I was proud and still am. One last call was unannounced and I felt the excitement had gone.
Carelessness left my heart sore.
Dia cakap "It's hard to break someone's heart when your heart has broken once or twice but it is a bad thing to someone false hope. Knowing that all along that he is not the one you would want to be with"
So i asked "where does that put me then ? "
"we were happy as fren"
Oh, okay. Thorn into pieces, I stayed, laughing, instead.
Daun mula luruh. How Fall has started.
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